Naval gazing

It's been months since I felt this desperate and dateless, what started out as a slow patch has become a full blown drought.

Suffice to say BrisVegas did not offer up the love of my life. Offered up other stuff though.

Fri night I chatted at length to a handsome boy who reminded me of my gorgeous holiday romance in Turkey last year. Had to have words with self though as now is no time for cradle snatching. He was cute though, very cute. And at least he wasn't 19 (teehee). But self, I am not in the market for a 25 year old! Bummer.

Then sorry to say, on Saturday night I was completely soft and headed home far too early for any HH antics (told you am old). Was only 11pm. Soft, soft, soft.

Having said that the night didn't finish there. Come 2am friend tore in to our room in a complete state. It turns out she'd been pushed (ok tripped) down some pub stairs. There was a huge cut above her eye and much blood. In short was a medical emergency! Next thing we were off on epic 3 hour hospital bound adventure. As you could imagine there was some particularly saucy (bloody) men in casualty between 2am and 5am on a Sat night. The absolute hospital highlight? Getting hit on of course. Two young blokes there to support friend in casualty room decided to ask us out! Ok realise is not exactly HH material, but material nonetheless. And no we didn't go, don't be silly.

Which leaves me nowhere! Haven't even heard from Harvard!

Worse still, feeling completely de-motivated re HH. Need to shake this winter melancholy. Really just want to hibernate. Soooooo not good. I realise must leave house.

So it may be time to take some serious action. Firstly am dropping my standards (albeit slightly) on the internet just to get me out there, no matter how much I'd rather stay in. Secondly, scarily, I have an appointment at a dating agency. Not promising anything, is expensive! But I'm willing to at least do the meet and greet. Will also force myself to further investigate speed dating. After all the HH was supposed to keep me on track - so on track I will have to be.

For now though, I am very busy inside the house. You see I need to get back to watching Farmer Wants a Wife!

xxxoooxxx