Role Reversal

Quick post, so busy at work right now, is rude!

Went out with Music Boy again last night. It would appear he has same lust for me as I experienced for Macka. The proof is;

• He told he went to the gym more often and trained harder because...of me!
• He pressured me into saying how I feel about him (was very nice, not totally honest)
• Requested I take my profile of online dating site after only 2 dates
• Also told me when he first saw me again last night his heart beat sped up

He is lovely this boy. But please explain why when it comes to him I: Don't feel like going to the gym more often, am resisting taking profile down, don't get fast beating heart and don't like talking about my feelings?!

Don't fear, I am going to give this some time. Maybe, just maybe, my feelings will deepen. If not, will run back to the other bastards with open arms.

Harvard text me whilst on date last night. Had to hide my smirk....it said 'I am thinking about you and it's making me horny'. Yeah right, he was born horny, doesn't need to think about me!

So even though I relented and have taken my profile down, I shouldn't feel that I am only seeing Music Boy exclusively yet should I? I mean 2 dates is not enough to base this scale of decision on? I can still see Harvard again right?

xxxoooxxx